I
decided to stop loving someone
Hundred
times my heart has been broken,
My
heart keeps on beating still
Looking
for someone new
I
refuse to fall into the trap
I
keep pushing you away
In
the friendship zone, you should stay
However
I can’t stop these feelings
It’s
getting scarier as time fades
Hey!
Stop!
Stop
trying to catch my attention!
Stop
being good to me, be mean!
I
want to continue living
with
my so-called normal life
You’re
just a distraction!
I
can’t focus!
Stop
visiting my unconscious mind!
Go
away!
Leave
me alone!
These
can’t go on!
These
feelings have to stop!
Don’t
drag me into a roller coaster ride
You’re
driving me crazy however
But
this happiness I hide
Your
surprises that I love
Your
unreadable mind
Pulling
and pushing me to the edge
Look
at me!
What
has come to me?
Can’t
you see my sufferings?
These
anxious feelings and wondering?
Everything
was alright,
my
life was bright
You
suddenly came;
You
ruined my perfect life
My
heart now is happy and in pain
It’s
glowing and dim
It’s
gray and colorful
It’s
empty and full
What
will you do?
Won’t
you take responsibility?
