I have been under pressure since before.
Before, it has been the prime reason to fight
But today, it has become the prime hindrance in giving my all.
It feels like it's pushing me to edge till I fall.
I tried to ignore it
However, it is like a seed.
The more I ignore, the more it grows.
It is absorbing my strength like water.
It was my greatest strength in moving forward
But also it is my greatest weakness I haven't overcome.
I always ask Him to help me overcome it;
Begging in tears, kneeling down for help.
I have been waiting for His response
while taking the journey of my life.
But when the day comes that He answers
I am in great confusion.
I know He had come to help
But I don't how to do it.
I am scared in moving on.
I am too weak to fight on.
When everyone seems to turn their backs on me.
When everyone seems deaf to hear my sobs.
When it seems that I am alone in the world
He came to reach out His hand.
He had prove once again that He loves me
Though I am not a perfect child.
He let me grow on my own
Yet He never leave me.
He has always on my side while others don't.
He laughs with me when I laugh while others are pretentious.
He smiles when I am happy while others don't care.
He embraces me when I cry while others are numb.
He always wipes away my tears
And never leaves me alone.
He is the one understands me the most
while everyone pretends to know me.
He is always with me
And I feel that I am not alone.
He is a good listener
And my greatest friend, GOD.
