These days i keep on wondering,
keep on asking myself
is there something wrong?
this isn't what the way i am.
i have kept silent
i have always set it aside
i never give my self a chance
to have a glimpse of myself.
days have passed and i never realized
that day by day my heart grew tired
along with my body and my mind.
i tried to suppress the feelings
yet, unknowingly, i am being defeated
defeated defenselessly with my own fear
defeated defenselessly with my own tears.
everyday i always search for the answers
everyday i am in the midst of journey
in midst of nothingness, how lonely
in midst of nowhere, how scary.
right now, i needed someone to lean on
but when i look around i realized that their is no one
i realized that i am alone in this crowd
i have no one to cry on.
today til the end of tomorrow
i will keep on searching
i will always be alone
i will always be stuck in my heart's darkness
i will always wait for the light.
